March 13, 2009
```````‘It's raining…”, “Yeah, this made me thinking of a song…”, “What song?”, “七里香..“ ; These words were so clear, I still remember in my mind, it marks my first…ever first…
````````March 13, it’s been 9 months we separated… No, or we even already separated that time. Distances, spaces, were the reason we broke… I still remember, at that moment, I tasted how the feeling is when you are losing your own soul…it just like a bird who lost her wings; a fire without its flame… I mostly failed in everything, thanks to my sis, she woke me up, thx ya mui…
````````At 11.55p.m of December 31, I thought we were going to meet, why? Why? I was that persistent, I was trying so hard, I searched everywhere, just to see her...but it ended so cruelly, it was only few meters away, we distanced…eventually , we didn’t meet. “Happy New Year!!!”, the voices were so loud, they pierced into my ears…the pain was awful. Fireworks showed up seconds later… Yes, they were beautiful, but they weren’t what I really wanna see… my heart, was deeply hurt… I guess, maybe I’m the most emo boy in class, I dunno…
```````1 January of 2009, a new year… How could it be? Peaceful? Suffering? I dunno know either, but I know, I’m ready to face my fate this year. Hope God set up everything well... Lol, me and her, we know it, it’s impossible… Anyway, lately, from her blog I knew that she had new bf d… It wasn’t too hurt, perhaps time neutralizes my feel to her d… Now, I want to forget her totally, Cuz I know I can’t, crush on 2 girls in the same time… Well, who could another girl be? Lol, it permanently remains a secret… =P
```````Flashbacks… it’s time to erase them in my mind… 1, 2, 3… I was trying hardly…really hardly…
; 4:47 PM
