March 23, 2009
```````“Sometimes I do really need luck, just to chat with you…”
````````It was last Friday, it’s been some weeks I didn’t chat with her. I was relieved when she said that her bf treats her well, taking care of her…at least she’s always protected. As a friend, I give my best wishes to them, hope they always be fortunate; happily ever…
````````For all the moments I had waited, school finally reopened, but somehow I’m not that glad, maybe I’m emo again gua?...xo
````````During today English period, 4Sc1 had to face the oral test. Just at the minute before my turn, my heart beat like hell. Lol, luckily it resulted as an A1, yeah!! Hope mui will have the same result as mine… =) Hmm, bit stressed coz of the “tuitions” for today, yet the homework can cover up my sight d…TT Haiz, life in Science Stream…Terrible!!! =;=
````````Hmm, & mui seems to be very good mood today, besides much more willing to chat with me in school, we chat in phone at night joyfully too. Lolz, she’s bit angry with me cuz I keep teasing her with…Shh!!! She’ll kill me if she’s reading this. Better don’t say anything xD. Lol, hope we can remain life like this forever…can’t lose her...=P
````````Somehow, beside Sheau er, by minutes I start to feel, there is someone else who I can’t lose too…Sheau er is my sis, but how about her?...she’s neither my hearts one nor sis…She seems to be in my mind every moment. Now, her importance to me is just like Sheau er’s…She is just like a leaf which I hardly let goes…hope we’re friends forever…
````````There’s one more thing which really distracting my mind these days… Lately, I hurt a girl. I know she liked me a lot but… I’m sorry…I really can’t… I wish the whoever girl in future be my gf, I can love her and try to make her fortunate as much as I can…I will just do anything for her, even giving out my life…but I know I can’t do these to you…I don’t wanna lie just because have sympathy…When I loved someone, I don’t wanna lie…k? Erase me off…there’s always another piece of land which is better than me…I’m sorry, don’t want to hurt you...
```````“Friends forever!~”…
-As clock ticked, the time passed; as wind stopped, it remains calmed…-
; 11:41 AM
